It's been so long it seems
Since summer's captivation.
Entranced in nightly dreams,
You can't escape these memories.
Reasons turned into excuses,
The one's that I abused.
Spinning you round in circles,
Out of breathe and leaving you confused.
The miles in between us.
Forcing different worlds apart.
Exposing these lost feelings
I know now where you stand
Now that I see
You never really had my heart.
Stop doubting what was said
And just know that I am right.
Cause I'm losing all my strength
And I cant take another fight.
If we wait until then
We would know that time was on our side.
But you had to act too quick
On the feelings you can't hide.
Your voice was broken
Cracking from the need for air.
The noise that soothes me to sleep.
Your tears came falling,
Grasping black and writing,
My name upon your cheeks.
And as I open this letter,
I skim the words bathed in your perfume
And they said, "why cant we see forever.
Our differences will bring us together
Hiding truths that made us unstable
Now I regret every moment I forgave you".
And that's all I have to remember
Cause that's all I found